I recently decided that I couldnt handle keeping this side of me a secret anymore and I came out as a crossdresser and that I likely will be wanting to become a girl to my mom, she was super supportive about it and we had a nice chat. Now 2 days later the reality of it is sinking in and im dreading coming out to more people. I know my immediate family will accept me but the thought of all my extended family and the few friends i have finding out is terrifying me. My mind has been racing all morning thinking about what certain people might say or think. I know that I shouldnt care what might happen and just hope for the best but im kind of a nervous wreck right now. I cant think about anything else and its driving me crazy. I think im just going to have to bite the bullet and start making it known to people but the thought of it is making me so nervous. Im going a little crazy right now and im just trying to get my head straight, which is why im making this post, just to get this in writting so I hopefully can ease my stress a little bit. Anyways not really looking for anything from this is more just for me but thanks to all you lovely ladies on this site for being such great people I wouldnt be where I am without all of you.